Chasing And Claiming My Rejected Omega MateAlpha’s Severe Regret [BL] - Chapter 116

Chapter 116: Never Want To Let Go
Jason

One time somehow managed to turn into a week, then two weeks, then three weeks and a month. It was supposed to happen only once, to get it out of our systems. But now it happened almost everyday, and yet I still wanted more, so much more.

And we didn’t only fuck. We spent a lot of time together now and I’ve gotten to know more about Rory than I could ever imagine. Apparently there was so much of him that I hadn’t known. I couldn’t believe I once thought he was like other omegas. He wasn’t, and this was in a very good way. He was different from them, he was perfect.

These days I rarely go back to the apartment I rented and I was mostly at Rory and Kenny’s. Of course, we haven’t gotten to define this thing currently happening between us, and each day, I found myself wondering about what would become of us as soon as my wolf wakes up. Would they kick me out? Since there’d be nothing holding us together anymore.

About a few weeks ago when I spoke to Malik about wanting more with Rory and Kenny and that I was being very serious and didn’t want to lose either of them, he suggested that I try to make them fall in love with me with the hope of them completely being in love with me by the time my wolf finally wakes up. And that was exactly what I tried doing, I paid attention to them outside the bedroom, so much attention, but alas, I realized that I was the one falling in love with them instead. That realization scared me, but I reminded myself that I’ve never been this happy in my entire life, so If I was actually in love with them then so be it.

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We were currently at my mother’s grave.

I did not know when I began to speak to them about my mother, that was something I never imagined happening because talking about her was always hard. That made me realize how much I had come to trust the two of them, and because Rory suggested we come pay my mother a visit, especially since I’ve never visited her grave before, was the exact reason why we were here right now.

I stood feet away, watching as Rory hummed sorely while arranging a bunch of flowers over the end of the grave. The sight filled up my heart with so much love that I found it hard to breathe for a few seconds.

Kenny’s eyes were warm when I glanced sideways. The usual coldness that was always in his eyes wasn’t present, I couldn’t even remember the last time they were directed towards me.

“Want me to accompany you? We can do this together.” He spoke quietly, no look of pity in his eyes, just something which I’d like to believe was love. I nodded, my throat feeling tight.

We both walked forward till we got to the foot of the grace and as I stared down at the stone Witt her name of it, before I could stop it, tears sprang to my eyes. I squeezed my eyes tightly and attempted to wipe my eyes as fast as possible, but Kenny held my hand and shook his head.

“You’re allowed to grieve, Jason.” He said softly and something broke free within me.

“I know you grew up thinking tears are a sign of weakness, but it’s not: this is your mother; it’s totally normal to feel pain and sadness over her.” He continued and I didn’t realize when the tears began to roll down my cheeks till I couldn’t see anything except a blur. A warm body tugged me down into a hug and I instantly knew it was Rory. I clung to him tightly as I let myself break down without worrying that I was being weak or a pussy, and throughout all of that, a part of me also clung unto the fact that Kenny held my hand throughout all of that.

After about two hours, we were driving home. Kenny was the one driving, and I was in the back, head resting against Rory’s shoulders while he stroked my hair. We were being so fucking domestic and I was certain I’d absolutely be unable to live without the two of them whenever all of this gets over.

None of them brought up the tears topic and I was grateful about that. Instead, they asked me to tell them about my mother, and that was what I did.

“It’s my fault she died, you know?” I started at a point. “There was a fire, and she came to save me. She successfully got me out, but then the door collapsed before she could get out. She burnt to death. What made it worse was that the fire was set up by some kids I beat up back then, so it was my fault in every aspect. I made my grandma lose her only child. I couldn’t bring myself to face her no matter what.” I revealed, feeling Shame and pain clinging to my heart.

No one tried telling me it wasn’t my fault and I appreciated that so much. Rory only said I’ve punished myself enough and that he hoped I can finally let myself grieve so that I can finally forgive myself.

I clung to him tighter after that.

~~~

The next day, I decided to take the two people who’ve stolen my heart out ob a date. Of course I didn’t tell them it was a date to avoid freaking them out. I was being very careful to not ruin what we currently have. I might want more, to officially be with them, to be able to bite and fully claim them, to be able to kiss them in public if I wanted– but I wasn’t stupid enough to fuck up this one that I already have.

During the date, I sat across the two of them so I could take in my fill of their faces. I might not get to see it first thing in the morning and before going to bed, but it still didn’t make me tired of watching their faces.

Tonight was perfect, the meal, the drink, and my dates. All perfect. At one point, I took their hands in mine, thumb dragging over their knuckles. Rory’s hair framed his face in an adorable but deadly way and Kenny’s was slicked back, making his jaw appear really sharp.

They were so damn gorgeous.

“You both know that I care about you two, right?” I began quietly. It was at the tip of my tongue to tell them that I loved them and wanted to be with them throughout the rest of our life, but as usual, I had to force those words back.

They both nodded, all attention on me and I continued.

“I might not show it much but I care. So much. I might also sometimes handle you roughly in the bedroom, but I do treasure you two and won’t want you to ever think I don’t care about you or don’t respect you.” I continued and Rory leaned forward, eyes warm and cheeks flushed as he spoke.

“We know you do care, Jason. You’ve changed so much from who we used to detest, and we like that very much. We also care about you a lot.” Rory spoke and Kenny nodded along with him.

“Surprisingly, that’s the truth.” Kenny added and I let out a breath as I nodded before finally dropping their hands.

Do you love me though?

I almost asked but ended up chickening out.

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Rory waited outside and I went to bring our car around, while Kenny went to answer a call. However on returning with the car, I was a sight I never anticipated.

Rory was being dragged off by two guys and he couldn’t speak because of something stuffed in his mouth. They were about to put him in the back of the car when I descended on them, completely beating them up while my wolf went crazy within me.

Kenny was shocked on returning and I kept beating the guys up till I was reminded it was best to leave them alive for questioning. They had passed out so I managed to put them in the back of the car, and as I drove us home that night, I still felt very protective and angry. Kenny held Rory in the back and I knew he was shaken up. I hated how tonight turned and I promised myself I was gonna pull answers from those two guys even if I had to cut off their tongues and make them swallow up.

That would teach them to never mess with what belonged to me ever again.

On getting to the front of Rory and Kenny’s apartment, I was very shocked to see Rory’s sister right there waiting and I was instantly at high alert.

What was this bitch doing here?