Chasing And Claiming My Rejected Omega MateAlpha’s Severe Regret [BL] - Chapter 138

Chapter 138: aftermath
Kenny

To say I was pretty embarrassed about how I acted around my prerut stage would be an understatement. I’d have preferred if I hadn’t remembered it. But of course I remember every bit of it and that made me feel a little guilty because I felt like I might have annoyed Jason or made him feel like I wanted him out of this thing we all had.

That wasn’t the case at all. I wasn’t sure of what my alpha’s deal was but now it’s been taken care of. At the beginning of my rut, I could dimly remember how Jason ended up taking the control which I thought I was In control of, and the rest had ended up being history. He ended up controlling the entire thing.

In the past when I had dated alphas, I never spent my ruts with them because I never trusted them enough for that and because I felt like my wolf would never agree to submit in that kind of vulnerable state. However this time with Jason, he ended up fucking me tight in the middle of my rut. Thinking about it right now was making my ear feel hot. Rory had been perfect for me throughout, his presence had grounded me immensely, and I hated that I might have made him feel bad during my Perrut stage when I asked him to not stay beside Jason at that wedding we attended.

Then there’s the wedding which I ruined because I had been unable to control my wolf. Thinking about it alone was giving me a headache and I can see that there’s a lot that I need to work on, and people that I need to apologize to. However, that’s gonna be till later, for now I need to worry about walking without limping. My body hurts; my back felt sore and my thighs muscles felt very stiff. I was currently soaking in a bath which Rory ran for me and it was the most soothing thing ever.

The door opened shortly after that and I cracked my eyes open to see Rory step in. He had on a low pair of pants and nothing else and my eyes dragged over the expanse of skin. It’s crazy that I fucked him for the past three days and I could still feel my cock twitch right now.

“You alright?” He asked on stopping beside the bath and I nodded, eyes dragging over his body again.

“Wanna come in here with me?” I asked when our eyes met again and he narrowed his eyes at me before clicking his tongue.

“Do you really think that’s advisable?” He asked and I sighed and dragged a wet hand through my hair.

“It’s not.” I ended up agreeing and he laughed before coming around and taking the rag from me, and then he began to help scrub my back, making a sense of comfort engulfed me.

“I made you feel bad, didn’t I? Like you were giving Jason more attention than me and stuff like that, right?” I asked shortly after a comfortable blanket of silence had settled over us and he paused for a moment before resuming washing my hair.

“Honestly, yeah. But only at the beginning.” He rushed to add before I could begin to apologize. “I felt guilty because that was never my intention at all. You’ll always come first and I’ll always love you and want to and…” he was still speaking when I brushed my lips against his.

“I don’t want you to always put me first though. He can also come first sometimes. I know you don’t have a favorite, like I also don’t. Jason doesn’t either. He puts us first everytime.” I paused for a moment. “I didn’t mean those words I said, or how I acted. That was just my stupid wolf at work.” I continued, grimacing a little.

“Jason said so. He was the one who made me stop feeling guilty, especially when I noticed some of your actions were different from your words.” He added and I blushed a little this time.

“You mean he wasn’t mad?” I asked because that was one of my biggest concerns as well and Rory nodded alloy immediately.

“He was completely unfazed and said he expected that to happen and that it was totally logical since you’ve never had to share your omega during a rut before.” He explained and I sighed, feeling more guilty because Jason was just so understanding, a far cry from that asshole I once begged him to be.

“Man, I have to apologize to him as well.” I sighed out but Rory only stroked my hair as he shook his head.

“Just, don’t beat yourself okay? We know you didn’t mean all those words. You proved it at the end, you literally had to beg him before he fucked you in the middle of your rut, remember?” He said, brows arched this time and my face flamed as I bit on my bottom lip.

I remember alright.

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I cleared my throat till Jason glanced at me. We were seated on the couch in the sitting room while a random movie played on the tv. Jason frowned and asked if I was alright; already reaching out to touch my forehead and I almost groaned at how perfect he was.

“I want to apologize.” I blurted out and his frown only deepened as he stared at me. We were the only ones alone here, Rory went to fetch the kids and Jason just returned from an important meeting.

I want ahead to explain my reason for wanting to apologize and by the time I was done, Jason was rolling his eyes and assuring me that it was fine and that he understood from the onset and that I also had nothing to worry about.

“Are you sure?” I asked but he leaned forward and kissed me till my toes curled and I guessed that was more than enough answer.

That night as we prepared to sleep, he asked the most unexpected but highly anticipating question.

“Would you two like to officially become my boyfriends?”