Chasing And Claiming My Rejected Omega MateAlpha’s Severe Regret [BL] - Chapter 58

Chapter 58: Conversations
 

Kenny

As I held the door open for Rory, he reminded me that he needed to be at work tomorrow so he isn’t sure if he’d stay long.

“You can spend the night.” I offered as I shrugged out of my jacket as I walked into the house after him. My eyes automatically fell towards his ass when he did a little stretch. I didn’t know if he was aware, but he had a really great ass, one which can drive anyone crazy.

“But how will I get to work tomorrow, my clothes aren’t here.”

He informed me as he sank into the couch and he laughed as I combed my fingers through my hair.

“Some of them are still here from the last time you stayed over.” I informed him and he blushed cutely before finally letting out a reluctant agreement to stay over. That made me stifle a laugh because it was almost like he didn’t want to spend the night here because he didn’t want something to happen between us.

That wasn’t the reason why I asked him to spend the night here though, that had been because I wanted to keep breathing his scent and seeing his beautiful face after I get home, and because I was still feeling relieved at the confirmation from him that he wasn’t in love or hung up on the father of his child.

I headed into the kitchen and provided a glass of water since I couldn’t offer wine to him. He accepted it politely and our fingers brushed, sending tingles through my arm.

Instead of taking a completely different couch, I decided to take the spot beside him for the first time. I noticed the way his eyes widened and the way his shoulders grew tenser for a bit before smoothing down. I checked through his scent for any sign of displeasure and only relaxed on finding none.

“So, what movie do you wanna watch?” I asked as I glanced sideways at him. His hair was framing his face and a drop of water was on his glistening bottom lip which was a little parted. He exhaled slowly when our eyes locked and I felt hunger grow in waves within me.

My god. He was so gorgeous.

“I don’t really have a preference. We can just watch anything,” he breathed out and I hummed as I proceeded to randomly select a romance. I wasn’t interested in a fucking movie, the only thing I was interested in was the person I was currently sitting beside.

The movie started and I dimmed the lights for cinematic purposes. That made the lights of the screen catch over his face and made his eyes appear even brighter. It was getting harder to not outrightly stare at him and for a moment, I silently wondered how he was actually real and sitting beside me right now.

The part of me that got bullied in highschool for being a shy, nerdy kid was feeling super pleased right now.

I didn’t have the best childhood experience in school. Because I was different from the other alphas, I suffered a great deal. I wasn’t rowdy or rough like them, I preferred my peace and quiet, but then nobody liked a loser, so I got bullied a whole lot. That made me extremely insecure as well, and it was the locked in anger that pushed me to work on myself when I got into college.

I bulked up, despite how hard it was for my lean muscled body. I trained myself to become confident and well spoken and I enhanced my self esteem In summarization.

But sometimes, that bullied kid in me still resurfaces in my present life. It’s why I find myself second guessing myself almost every time.

An omega as ethereal as Rory wouldn’t even look at me twice when I was a loser, so I sometimes find myself wondering if I even deserve him.

I was still lost in my thoughts when his soft voice broke the silence.

“Have you been in relationships before?” He asked and I peered over at him as I slowly nodded.

“A few times.” I revealed and he wiggled his brows.

“Really?”

I hummed in response and found myself relaxing against the back of the couch.

“Yeah. A few times. Two alphas, and one omega.”

His eyes widened.

“You’ve been with Alphas?” He echoed and I silently cursed at myself for slipping up. That wasn’t something I was supposed to reveal because not everyone was cool with it since they wouldn’t ever understand.

“Uh… yeah.” I muttered, my stomach feeling tight.

He grinned this time, when I had expected repulse or amusement.

“I find that really fascinating, since you know… alphas usually butt heads a lot so they tend to stay away from each other since they’d both want to always be in charge at all times.”

Alright, he clearly wasn’t disgusted. A relieved sigh escaped my lungs.

I stretched my arm out, and the left one went past the back of his head, making the tip of my fingers lightly brush against his arm.

“I guess it’s different for me since I’m not like other alphas,”

I breathed out before glancing back at the television.

I didn’t mind giving up control in certain situations, especially to an alpha who deserved it. Giving up control is even easy to me when the person receiving it is fully capable and has earned it.

I knew that was weird. I’ve always been weird and different.

Alphas were supposed to always want to be in control, but for me, control sometimes feels suffocating and I don’t mind giving it up.

However, after my last boyfriend, who thought because I gave him control meant I was gonna let him walk over me and cheat on me while also trying to leech off me, I decided to stay clear of alphas. That was about a year ago.

“What about you? Have you ever dated?” I asked this time and he shook his head.

“I was betrothed to someone since birth and that was who I ever knew I was supposed to be interested in. But he ended up being a dick, so…” He trailed off with a lazy shrug and I regarded him closely for a few moments. Whatever I keep finding out about him keeps surprising me. He was like a layer of onions.

“Wanna scent?” I asked after a few beats.