Guide to tame my villainous husbands - Chapter 1017

Chapter 1017: Dreams hold a fraction of reality (2) Chapter 1017: Dreams hold a fraction of reality (2) Once she sent the message, Mo Qiang covered her face and moaned piteously.

“Should I have my will written?

Gosh, I can’t believe I read his messages and even signed it.”  “Mhmm..don’t-don’t leave me,” she heard an aggrieved cry behind her and turned to look at Xie Jie who was still sleeping but seemed to be having a nightmare.

“Please, I will be good to you…no..I don’t-no..”  Mo Qiang had no idea what he was crying about.

She thought about it and then lay down on the bed next to Xie Jie.

With her arms stretched out, she hugged the mer who was crying in his dreams.  “Shh, it is alright,” she comforted him in a soft voice.

“I am right here, and I am not going to let you go.

So you don’t have to cry alone, alright?”  Xie Jie was still crying and Mo Qiang didn’t think it was right of her to leave him alone to eat lunch.

So she continued to stay with him, while rocking him back and forth, she hummed a soft song that she used to listen to whenever she was upset in her world.  “For it will be alright, it will be okay.

Pick your shot, dress up your best- for it is your world and everyone’s just livin’ it, livin’ it,” she sang while hugging Xie Jie and she continued to do so until he stopped crying.  ‘What if I am left behind?’ A five-year-old Xie Jie asked Mo Qiang who sat next to him while dressed in a light red dress.

‘I am not really good with words and I don’t know what to say to make you like me more.’ ‘There is no need for me to like you -isn’t it good enough if you like yourself more?

Why does it matter if I like you or not?’ She said to him with a smile on her face.

‘Live for yourself and not me.’  Then the scene changed and Xie Jie was eleven years old.

He was sitting on a swing which moved on its own and Mo Qiang was sitting on the one beside him.

‘I am really scared you know,’ Xie Jie told her.

‘I am afraid that I will let you down.

Once you find out how flawed I am, you will not see me in the same way as you do.

Right now-I am something to you but if you were to know that I can’t give birth..I will be nothing right?’ Mo Qiang chuckled beside him before turning her head and saying to him, ‘Will I?

Why does it matter to me if you cannot give birth?

I have never shown a keen desire to have children, have I?’ ‘But you like children, don’t you?’ Xie Jie asked with an agitated voice, ‘I saw how happy you were when Brother Fu told you that he was carrying your child.’  ‘Of course, I was happy because who won’t be?

I always wanted to have a family-‘ ‘Then..’ ‘But that doesn’t mean that I see you just as a machine to give birth you know?

Whether or not you can get pregnant will not change anything.’ Once again the mist intensified before falling and now the two of them were lying next to one another in a clear white sand.

‘Everyone expects so much from me..

it is scary,’ he said to her.

‘I really want to think about myself a bit more but I am really scared that I will make you and everyone else worry.

I don’t want people to look at me with sympathy.’ ‘If they were to know the truth then they would treat me like I am different and fragile.’  Mo Qiang held his hand and she said, ‘Does it hurt?’  ‘It does, a lot-I want to be normal you know?’ Xie Jie said in a low voice.

‘Who said that you are not normal?

You are as normal as you can be..just because you are different from others’ point of view, it doesn’t mean that there is something wrong with it.’  ‘But no one will accept me..’ Xie Jie muttered with a heartbroken expression.

Mo Qiang turned to look at him before grinning at him, ‘Why does it matter?

I will accept you no matter what.

Don’t worry, I will protect you.’ ** ** ** Gasp.  “Oh, I slept for so long?” Xie Jie looked at the clock which was glowing in the dark.

With his fingers curled in a fist, he rubbed his eyes and yawned for some reason he didn’t feel as tired and upset as he thought he would.  Was it because of the dream?

Xie Jie thought to himself.  Just now -in his dream, he saw himself as a five-year-old mer while Mo Qiang was her older self.  The two of them talked for a very long time.  “What a foolish dream,” Xie Jie said to himself.

He dragged his knees closer and then used one of his arms to lay his head on his knees.

“How can she accept me when I am like this?”  No wonder he thought that everything was going way too smoothly.

How could a woman even accept a mer with Zerg Queen poison and a deteriorating womb?

She would be horrified if he were to tell her that he was infected by the Zerg Queen’s poison.

Maybe she would be disgusted by the fact that he touched her.

‘What?

You are infected by Zerg Queen’s poison?

What the fuck dude!

And you let me kiss you despite knowing this?

What if I get infected by the same!’  ‘You should have some tact and tell this to someone who is pursuing you-I feel like I have been cheated.

Uwaah!

I have to go to the hospital.

Thank goodness, I didn’t go to the last stage with you.’  “Yeah…” Xie Jie muttered.

“She will definitely react like my ex-fiancee.”  There was no way-he was getting accepted by her.  Beep.

Ding.