Guide to tame my villainous husbands - Chapter 1085

Chapter 1085: Its okay to not cry (2) Chapter 1085: Its okay to not cry (2) “Are you feeling alright?” Mo Qiang asked as she wiped the tears off Shao Hui’s lashes.

“Do you want some water?

I am carrying a bottle with me.”  “Y-yes please,” Shao Hui croaked as he sniffed.

He looked like an overgrown child as he wiped his face, eyes and nose which was dripping with snot.  Mo Qiang took out the water bottle from her space ring and handed it to Shao Hui who took it and started gulping down water without pausing.  His mouth had gone bone dry with all the crying he did.

“Really?” Xie Jie asked with a look of disbelief on his face.

They were supposed to be supporting and comforting Mo Qiang and Yin Fu instead of asking them to support them instead.  He had explained this matter to Shao Hui earlier and even asked him to keep his wits intact and yet the mer was crying and sobbing as if the world was coming to an end and he had no way out of this tragedy.  How could he forget every single thing that Xie Jie had taught him so easily!?  “Hui Hui, you-” He was still in between the speech that he had prepared to hurl at Shao Hui when Mo Qiang reached out and hugged him.

“Wh-What?

Why?” Xie Jie was stunned when he felt Mo Qiang hugging him.

He didn’t understand the reason for this sudden hug after all, he was not even crying.  “Shh, there is no need to be strong all the time you know?” Mo Qiang said to Xie Jie, whose eyes widened as he lowered his head and buried his face in the crook of her neck.

“I am not crying.”  “Yes, yes you are not…our Jie Jie is really strong,” Mo Qiang comforted Xie Jie by patting him on the back.

“You are really wonderful for holding back till now, I am proud of you for staying strong for me, Jie Jie.”  Though Mo Qiang was out of her mind a few hours ago, she still knew what was happening around her.

While Mo Xifeng supported her, her parents and Xie Jie were the ones who were taking care of everything.  Mo Yan was the one who shared her blood with Yin Fu, while Wen Gui was dealing with the hospital work.

But while the two were busy with important matters, it was Xie Jie who took care of Shao Hui and the rest.  He wheedled and asked them to drink and eat such that they would not collapse because of the grief.  As he held himself up, he not only took care of the matters that the nurses relayed to him.

Rushing back and forth to buy this medicine and syringes-sometimes he would even be called inside the emergency room as they needed someone to hold Yin Fu down.

Though the mer did not remember it, he had woken up more than three times and fought tooth and nail with the nurses while trying to get away from them.

It was only when Xie Jie was by his side that Yin Fu calmed down.  Because Xie Jie had stayed strong, Mo Qiang somehow managed to recover herself a little.  Xie Jie’s flickered as he closed them and hugged his wife.

He didn’t cry because Xie Jie knew that he couldn’t shed tears.

He, who was force-fed the Zerg Queen poison had lost control of his emotions which was why even though he knew what he was feeling-it was hard for him to show it.

What if he was to lose control of his emotions and hurt someone?

He needed to be in control all the time!  Earlier he was afraid that Mo Qiang would blame him or even think that he was not saddened by the loss of this child.

He was prepared to be blamed and scolded for not crying – ‘He never cries does he?’  ‘It’s weird… he is so weird… why does he never cry?’ ‘Wahh…. he is scary, daddy!

I don’t want to play with him!’  ‘Xie Jie is gloomy and dark – he is not a bad person but it is hard to approach him.

He did not even cry when Butter died.’  Xie Jie still remembered the things that were spoken behind his back just because he did not cry when a mutated guinea pig died or when he was pushed down the slide by his bullies who did not like him.  This was the first time where he was not being blamed for not showing his emotions as actively as others.  “I feel sorry that the child is gone,” Xie Jie said to Mo Qiang as he hugged her tightly.

“I loved him very much.”  “I know.”  “I want to cry but I cannot… am I weird?”  “No.”  “Qi Qi, I really wanted to hold the child…”  “I know, Jie Jie… I know.”  Xie Jie buried his face in Mo Qiang’s neck even deeper and sucked in her scent.

No one knew this but -he was looking forward to the birth of the child even more than Shao Hui.  He even prepared all kinds of baby pooling instruments.

What a tragedy that he could not use them anymore.  It took a long time for Xie Jie to pull away from Mo Qiang and ignoring the smug look on Shao Hui’s face, he said to her, “I think you did not see what was going on in the news right?”  “News?” Mo Qiang frowned and looked at Xie Jie who sighed and tapped on his monitor.  As soon as he finished tapping the fourth time, the screen lit up and a 3D hologram appeared in front of Mo Qiang.  [According to the reports, Master Zhang was found dead earlier this evening.

He was found entangled with countless women in a hotel room, according to the women he was having an affair with, had no idea that he was feeling sick and died shortly after.] [Which has further ignited the debate whether Master Zhang was under the effects of drugs.]