Re-birth: The Beginning after the End - Chapter 38

Chapter 38: BLUSH

As the sun climbed higher in the morning sky, Li Hua felt her spiritual energy flowing more naturally with each passing moment. Her meridians hummed with a gentle warmth, the conscious effort of channeling her energy now as effortless as breathing. She settled into the peaceful rhythm, stealing glances at her brothers whose movements, though lacking spiritual essence, had grown remarkably fluid and precise.

Their practice took on an almost sacred quality when their mother joined them in the courtyard. Unlike the children’s careful, measured forms, their mother’s movements possessed an ethereal grace that transformed the simple qigong exercises into something transcendent. Each gesture flowed like water, every transition as natural as leaves dancing in the wind. Her robes caught the morning breeze, floating around her as if suspended in time, while her hands carved elegant patterns through the air. In the golden morning light, she resembled an immortal descended from the heavenly realm, her entire being radiating a subtle glow that spoke of years of refined practice.

“Remember to breathe deeply, children,” their mother instructed softly, her voice carrying the same fluid grace as her movements. “Feel the air fill your belly first, then your chest. Like a vessel being filled with water.”

Li Hao’s breathing immediately became more pronounced, while Li Wei adjusted his stance with careful attention. Li Hua maintained her childlike focus, though she couldn’t help but smile at her mother’s gentle guidance.

“Very good,” their mother continued. “These morning practices will build your foundation. One day, your bodies will remember these forms as naturally as they remember how to walk.”

As Li Hua observed her mother’s graceful movements, she found herself noticing details her former self would have dismissed. In her past life, she had assessed people purely as potential threats—analyzing combat stances, cataloging calluses, noting weight distribution. But now, she saw her mother through new eyes. The fine lines that traced the corners of her eyes and mouth enhanced her beauty like delicate brushstrokes completing a masterpiece. Her movements carried power, yes, but it was power wrapped in an elegance that transcended mere martial prowess.

Li Hua’s thoughts drifted to her father, who would return from the fields soon. He always commanded a different kind of presence. His strong features softened visibly whenever he gazed at their mother, and despite the silver threading through his temples, his bearing remained powerful and dignified. Where once Li Hua would have noted his broad shoulders as combat indicators and his steady gait as a sign of fighting readiness, now she appreciated how these qualities painted a picture of protective strength rather than threat.

This new way of seeing beauty struck Li Hua as strange yet enlightening. In her previous existence, beauty had been irrelevant—at best a distraction, at worst a tool for deception. But here, watching her mother move through her daily routine with unconscious grace and thinking of her father’s protective presence, she began to understand that beauty could be more than mere ornament. It was the physical manifestation of inner strength, of years of cultivation and refined practice—a life lived in harmony with one’s power rather than in service to it.

“Wow…” Her father’s sudden voice from beside the kitchen made Li Hua jump, her hands instinctively clenching into fists. Fortunately, he remained too mesmerized by their mother’s graceful movements to notice her reaction. Behind her, her brothers exchanged knowing looks and tried to suppress their giggles at their father’s obvious admiration. Li Hua relaxed her fingers, joining in their silent amusement as their father continued to stare at their mother with undisguised wonder.

Her mother stopped mid-movement, a fierce blush blooming across her cheeks as if she’d just noticed her audience.

“Oh! You’re home,” she stammered, suddenly looking more like a flustered young maiden than a graceful immortal. “Then… then you can teach the children!” She practically fled into the house, nearly tripping over her own robes in her haste.

Her father chuckled, watching his wife’s retreat with a mischievous glint in his eyes. “Perhaps we’ll make a fifth dragon tonight.”

Li Hua felt her stomach do a nauseating flip at the implication—her previous life as a hardened assassin had not prepared her for the mortification of parents flirting. Still, she maintained her childlike facade and giggled along with her brothers, though internally she was desperately trying to forget she’d ever heard those words. Some things, she decided, were more traumatizing than any assassination mission.

Her father turned to meet their gazes, and the familiar gentle smile returned to his face. “My little warriors!” The afternoon sun cast long shadows across the courtyard, glinting off the sweat and soil that marked his day’s labor in the fields. “How was your training? Did you complete your stone exercises?”

“Yes, Bàba!” Li Wei eagerly responded, puffing out his chest. “We all completed our five laps together!”

“We worked as a team,” Li Hao added proudly, standing a bit straighter. “None of us dropped our stones even once.”

Li Hua nodded enthusiastically, playing her part. “We helped each other keep going!”

Their father’s eyes crinkled with pride as he ruffled each of their hair in turn. “Excellent! That’s exactly how siblings should train—supporting one another.” He cleared his throat with a slightly sheepish grin. “Now, about those qigong forms… I’m afraid I was a bit distracted by your Māmā’s grace earlier. Would you show your old Bàba how well you’ve learned them?”

The warmth in his voice made Li Hua’s chest tighten unexpectedly. Such simple praise, such genuine pride in their teamwork—it was worlds away from the cold acknowledgments she remembered from her past life. She found herself leaning into his touch as he patted her head, savoring the casual affection and the feeling of being part of something larger than herself. This was what it meant to train as a family.

The siblings nodded enthusiastically and hurried into their previous positions. Being the smallest, Li Hua naturally took her place at the front where both her brothers could see her, though she knew it meant she’d have to be extra careful about maintaining her childlike facade. The afternoon light cast their shadows long across the packed earth as they began the familiar movements.

Li Hua had mastered the art of imperfection, knowing exactly when to wobble her arm or slightly misalign a stance. She deliberately fumbled a transition, earning an encouraging nod from her father. These calculated mistakes had become second nature—a dance of careful deception that allowed her to maintain the appearance of a talented child while concealing decades of muscle memory beneath. Each movement was a delicate balance between showing promise and hiding mastery.

Behind her, she could hear Li Hao’s determined breathing as he followed her lead, his movements carrying the eager energy of youth. Li Wei’s steady presence brought up the rear, his natural scholarly grace making the forms look effortless. Their father watched with keen eyes, his expression soft with pride and something deeper—perhaps recognition of how quickly his children were growing.

“You have all learned well,” he said, nodding approvingly. “Your foundations are strong, like young bamboo reaching toward the sun. “Though,” he added with a playful wink, “perhaps not quite as elegant as your mother’s demonstration earlier.”

The siblings giggled.

“Come, let’s get some food! Your mother made my favorite dumplings today.” Their father’s eyes crinkled with anticipation as he gestured toward the wooden dining table, where four bowls of steaming rice sat waiting. The wisps of steam carried the fragrant aroma of freshly cooked rice, while from the kitchen the irresistible scent of steamed pork and chives wafted from the kitchen. Li Hua’s stomach rumbled in eager response—even her decades of disciplined training were no match for her mother’s cooking.