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Chapter 302: I was just politely admiring
“Mia! I—I like you. Would you go out with me?”
“Sorry, I’m not interested in dating.”
This was the first time someone had confessed their feelings to Mia, at least in her memory.
Even though she had completely forgotten what the boy looked like, remembering only a vague shadow,
She still remembered how she felt at that moment.
Every girl seems to fantasize about being confessed to, as if it marks the beginning of a romantic journey.
But to her own surprise, she was eerily calm at that moment, disturbingly so.
Perhaps it was because the youthful emotions that were about to be expressed were preceded by too many signs, so she was mentally prepared.
Or perhaps at that time, no one could make her even fantasize about the beauty of being in love; all she could feel was boredom and tedium.
So, compared to the other person’s nervous, shy, and courageous demeanor, Mia felt like a cold-hearted executioner.
When she rejected him, her heart was like stone.
It was probably then that Mia clearly realized that many so-called beautiful things in this world were simply not meant for her. Without fantasies, there would be no disappointments.
Just like when her mother brought her to Kuhang, thinking it was a new life, a new family, a chance to start a normal life.
But it wasn’t.
What she experienced was just continuous loss, leading back to a life even more embarrassing than before.
Aurora… that woman would probably never understand.
The so-called family ties were actually so fragile.
Her mother’s departure made it impossible for her to face her own existence, how to survive in this family, how to truly consider herself a part of this family, how to forgive that man… she couldn’t do it.
She couldn’t do any of it.
That’s why she chose to leave.
That’s why she took to drinking, to thrilling motorcycle rides, perhaps even contemplating that the best outcome might be losing her life in an accident during one of those wild rides?
That way, she wouldn’t have to face the terror of growing old, wouldn’t have to watch the best years of her life slip away.
As for love… Mia had stopped thinking about it altogether.
So, it was only natural that she hadn’t met someone who could stir her heart, right?
The thing people fear the most isn’t unhappiness… it’s the lack of courage to pursue happiness. Mia once thought she had become such a person.
She couldn’t imagine that on this day… she seemed to see the shape of happiness once again.
The moment her lips met Sam’s.
She seemed to have forgotten the original purpose, forgotten what she was supposed to do.
She felt the softness of his lips, softer than she had imagined.
Like delicious soft candy, in a flavor she had never considered before.
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It felt as if it could melt in her mouth, possessing a magical power that made one crave to keep drawing more and more, as if only by tasting more forcefully and carefully every corner could one fully savor that dizzying, mind-blowing flavor.
The initiation of a dream requires the necessary exchange of saliva.
But in such an exchange, inevitably, other things were added—things Mia hadn’t thought about beforehand.
The passionate kiss seemed to extinguish the last of her reserve and shyness.
Like an actor immersed in a well-planned drama, she entered her role professionally, then interpreted the character’s mindset.
Even she didn’t realize that her hands, which had been cradling the boy’s cheeks, began to stroke unconsciously.
As if she didn’t want to let go of any part of Sam.
Her hands began to wander over Sam’s skin.
Gently touching, stroking, as if this could perpetuate the intoxicating sensation even more thoroughly.
Her body couldn’t help but twist and rub against his fiery chest.
As for Mia’s curves, they were unmistakably displayed, and Sam could visualize her contours so clearly that he didn’t even need to look with his eyes.
Even based on experience, one could tell how exceptional this young woman was, truly one of a kind.
Sam could hardly remember how things had turned out this way.
It seemed that only the fierce kissing remained, the original purpose, the initial reason, seemed to have been cast aside at this moment.
He could no longer feel the chill of the season; it felt like he was about to break into a sweat.
But now, it seemed he couldn’t bother with these things.
His hands began to wander aimlessly yet instinctively over Mia’s waist.
It was like a natural reaction, not even knowing if he was treating the woman on him as Angel or Alice.
But she was Mia…
Sam’s boss.
How could this be happening?
Something more compelling than reason had swept him up.
Caught in such a vortex, letting the temperature between them become ambiguous and entangled, like mud merging together.
What was the real world seemed utterly unimportant now.
Sexual desire betrays everyone at critical moments, including your instincts.
“Wait a second…”
Sam almost had to grip her waist tightly to part his lips from hers.
The space between them was still cramped.
Sam breathed heavily, feeling his lips completely moist, as if even his mouth no longer belonged to him.
Looking at Mia still pressing down on him, her eyes hazy, cheeks flushed as if they could bleed.
Stunningly beautiful, like a rose nourished by rain.
She looked at him, her gaze still somewhat confused, even uncomprehending, as if silently questioning why he would unilaterally end this wonderful moment.
Sam looked at her.
“Should be enough, right?”
Sam’s emotional intelligence wasn’t low enough to ask her: Was it just a saliva exchange, what were we doing just now? Isn’t that going too deep? and the like.
Instead, he used such simple words to give her a way out, while reminding Mia, whether it’s self-deception or being swept away by instinct, it shouldn’t continue.
Although it seemed a bit late now, some feelings had already subtly changed.
But Sam still didn’t want her to only realize afterwards and suffer for it.
Realizing something was amiss and stubbornly continuing would only make things more awkward, trapping oneself in an inescapable vicious cycle.
After a brief moment of shock, Mia quickly came to her senses, her eyes widening as she scrambled to her feet.
Her gaze darted around crazily, while Sam, seemingly unfazed, quickly rose from the couch, leaned against it, and even calmly wiped the residue from the corner of his mouth.
She really went for it.
Wasn’t it just an exchange of saliva? Did it need to be that intense? Her kiss was really too fierce.
But fortunately, it was just saliva they had agreed upon. If it had been her vaginal secretions… that would have been too perverse.
Sam was fine, but Mia was nearly losing her mind.
What was she doing just now?
How did she get so deeply involved?
How did it last so long?
This wasn’t just a preliminary step for achieving superpowers, was it?
This was… too crazy!
Sam was her employee, and a man with a girlfriend! How could she one day lose control of her instincts like this?
She wasn’t that sexually desperate!
Crazy, just crazy, truly crazy!
Was this using a legitimate purpose to satisfy her own desires?!
While thinking this, Mia tried to explain in a flustered manner.
“That… should be enough… Don’t get me wrong, I just… I just…”
But she realized she didn’t know what to explain.
It seemed like when the words reached her lips, she had no idea what to say, let alone have a reasonable explanation compared to what she had done.
Not all impulses can be explained.
Like Mia couldn’t explain that she just wanted to experience… experience this unprecedented feeling of kissing.
Indeed, she had tried it, but it was not something she could reflect on immediately.
Sam waved his hand.
“It’s okay, it’s okay, I understand.”
This made Mia’s eyes widen.
“You understand? What do you understand?”
“Anyway… I just understand, let’s not explain these things, what’s next?”
Sam knew she couldn’t explain anything that would make sense, and it would only become more embarrassing the more she tried, so he simply ended the topic.
No way around it, he was just that understanding.
Mia’s cheeks were still a bit flushed, and she sat on a nearby chair, looking like she had just remembered to avoid suspicion.
“Just wait to get sleepy, I guess… It’s always like this.”
Sam was somewhat skeptical if she had skipped a step.
What if he wasn’t sleepy at all?
But as soon as this thought crossed his mind, Sam quickly felt a strong wave of sleepiness.
“Wait… why am I suddenly so sleepy?”
It was too incongruous.
The sleepiness hit him like a glitch in a game, where you’re walking along fine and then suddenly you’re dragged into a storyline that doesn’t belong on the map.
It caught him off guard.
The intense drowsiness made Sam feel like he was about to fall asleep immediately.
When he managed to look over, Mia was already leaning on the table, seemingly mumbling something.
But it was indistinct and unclear, especially given Sam’s current mental state…
Sleepy.
Really sleepy.
Originally sitting on the couch, Sam couldn’t hold back any longer.
This was a hundred times more effective than sleeping pills!
His head tilted.
He felt his consciousness dimming.
Darkness…
It was all darkness.
Again, that state of chaos where he felt unable to escape and unable to find light.
Sam really hated this state.
Because it often made him realize his powerlessness against this bizarre world.
A persistent, overwhelming force that could shatter all his confidence.
It made him realize that no matter how hard you try sometimes, there are things you just can’t resist.
Fortunately, he was somewhat used to this feeling, so he wasn’t in a hurry.
Waiting.
Waiting for the light to come.
Before the light, the first thing to arrive was a sound.
“Whoosh—”
A strange sound appeared in his ears.
Like waves crashing against the shore.
When Sam even heard the cries of seagulls overhead, he was sure what he was hearing was the ocean waves.
When he finally managed to open his eyes, he was completely taken aback.
Instead of the familiar, eerie dreamscape filled with a bloody red hue, like the tone of a darkroom in a photo studio, he saw a golden beach, brilliant sunlight, and deep blue seawater.
He could even feel the sea breeze hitting his face, carrying a salty, moist scent.
Looking down, he saw his bare feet on the sand, each grain seeming so real, both hard and soft to the touch.
The stark contrast made it all seem incredibly real.
“What’s going on here?”
It seemed so real that the lack of anything particularly abnormal made Sam feel puzzled, or perhaps uneasy.
No crimson red.
No darkroom.
No Mia tied up.
Nothing at all!
What was the purpose of this dream? It couldn’t be just for Sam to take a vacation, could it?
Could Mia now control the dreamscape? Then what was he doing here? Wasn’t this a waste…
“Sam!!”
Just as Sam was wondering what this dream was supposed to accomplish, a shout came from not too far away.
Looking over, on the deserted beach to his side, Mia appeared.
And… Mia was in a swimsuit.
And it was a very sexy, exaggerated kind of swimsuit.
Not conservative at all, very little and thin fabric.
It hardly covered Mia’s sexy figure.
Her smooth, slender legs, and the only modesty provided in the concealed areas.
A pure white swimsuit… no, more accurately, a bikini.
Mia looked at him somewhat nervously and shyly.
“What are you looking at!”
Sam walked over, taking an extra glance.
“Just making sure it’s really you.”
“Do you really need to check from head to toe? And with such an invasive gaze.”
Mia couldn’t help but use her arms to slightly cover her chest.
It was just too exaggerated… the bikini barely covered her breasts… her nipples were even faintly visible.
Sam coughed slightly.
“I was just politely admiring, you can’t wear a bikini and expect people not to look.”
“It’s not like I chose to wear this! This is how I appeared when I came out here!” Mia retorted, her face flushed with irritation.
She wanted to turn away, but then she thought about the sexy bikini… which barely covered her buttocks, making her feel even more embarrassed.
“It sounds like… oh, me too?” Sam suddenly realized that he was only wearing a pair of beach shorts himself, barefoot and shirtless.
Alright. This was already like being on vacation.
What was this dream about?
He looked puzzledly at Mia, who still seemed shy.
“Why did you create this dream?”
“I’ll say it again, it wasn’t me! I don’t know why this is happening!” Mia exclaimed.
Sam pondered for a moment.
“Could it be because it’s cold winter in reality, and your subconscious wanted something warmer… do you like looking at the sea?”
Mia paused.
“I did mention several times that I wanted to vacation in Hawaii…”
Sam nodded.
“That’s it then. Dreams follow the subconscious, so certain things are reflected in dreams, which explains the beach.”
“Really… does that mean I can control my dreams now?” Mia looked at Sam, her face lighting up with surprise as if she hadn’t expected such a sudden stroke of happiness.
Sam looked at Mia.
“As long as this you, is indeed the real you… then yes, you could say that.”
“I see…”
Mia’s smile hadn’t faded.
But in the next instant.
“Boom!!”
Suddenly, the sky changed color.
The brilliant sunlight instantly turned into a sky full of dark clouds, with lightning flashing among them!
Even the previously calm waves started churning violently, as if a sudden tsunami had struck!
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